life update

Oh my god! I haven’t blogged in so long! I’m probably going to get the award of world’s worst blogger o.O
I should be keeping the world informed on all the problems that have been rocking my life for the past month or so..



*** WARNING!! ***
A long irrelevant ramble...


I’ll start on a good note! :D
Got my best friend back. He finally started talking to me again and we had a massive chat about everything and sorted out problems out, and now we chat all the time again :) I’ve missed him so much.
looking forward to hopefully hanging out with him soon.

Now for the bad stuff :(
Boys are still being arses.
School is STILL going! D: I swear it feels like it’s never going to end. I have two more days left though and it’s been the biggest struggle to get through this week as it is. At least all my exams are done and dusted.
Year 12 sounds like it’s going to be pretty full on. Hope I keep up.
Been having the worst mood swings lately for no reason at all, I just all of a sudden want to lash out at someone, but I keep in control.
I’m hoping to start meditation and yoga next year to help cope with all the stress of year 12 and everything and teach me how to clear my mind, because sometimes my thoughts are louder than the people talking to me.

Anyway that’s my ramble for the month, i have so much more interesting stuff i could talk about but honestly i don't think anyone reads this anyway.

Peace out.

It’s the mother i have and the father i miss.




Had a dream about you last night.

Errr,

Hurting so much.






Boys have no respect for girls.
They don't think about their actions.
They get massive heads and think they can do what the fuck they want, and you'll come running back to them.
I hope all boys aren't like this. And that there is some half decent guys out there that treat girls with respect.


Girl have no respect for each other.
They are the nastiest bitches.
Most girls thrive on backstabbing each other and don't think of anyone else but themselves.
They have no respect for themselves, going out and being dirty promiscuous whores.


Society is doomed with people like this.
These two types of people belong together, and shouldn't get other people involved.

No you can't do this to me again.
I knew it was to good to be true.
You would choose her over me, cause she's everything I'm not, and she'd put out like the slut she is.
You have to earn trust in me again, and this time i won't be so lenient.




So I guess it’s fuck what they say
I’m high as a bitch up, up and away
Man, I'll come down in a couple of days.

Those jeans are so hot.
As for the shoes, ahhh amazing.

Music is the only thing that's been getting me through lately.

Lyrics can be so powerful.

And things people say can be so hurtful.

Only bitches get stitches

WOW!
These lyrics scream my life at the moment and all the bitching that's been going on at school lately.
I would like to dedicate this song to a few people...
Not mentioning names.



Backstabber (repeat 3x)

Bored, stoned, sitting in your basement
All alone, cause your little conversations
Got around, now look at what we all found out
(look at what we, look at what we all found out)

You have got a set of loose lips, twisting stories all because you're jealous
Now I know exactly what you're all about, (what you're all about)
And this is what you're all about..

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

(Talk Talk Talk talk talk talk)(2x)

I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my life,
From other bitches with all of your lies,
Wrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouth shut your mouth shut your fucking mouth

Honestly, I think its kinda funny that you waste your breath talking about me,
Got me feeling kinda special really (so this is what your all about)

Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
Kesha Backstabber lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/kesha-backstabber-lyrics.html
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Katie's just there ripping my style,
Damn, Jeanie why you gotta tell the secrets about my sex life?
All I ever did was drive your broke ass around,
Pick you up, take you out, when your car broke down

Backstabber (3x) (stabber)

Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Oh girl, your such a shit talker,
Everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber,
(taking and twisting it down your so manipulating .oh.)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it) talk, talk, talk,

Backstabber(3x)

(taking and twisting it down your so manipulating, oh)
Girl Talk talk
Your looking like a lunatic
Everybody knows it (everybody knows it) Everybody knows yeah
Your looking like a lunatic
And everybody knows yeah.. everybody knows

Backstabber(3x)

Please don't hurt me.

I want to waste my words on you.

Things were going down hill for so long, even the person that was making my day was hurting me.
I was having a week of bad luck, some was out to get me.
Then i realised you may just be telling the truth and you may actually care for me.
And things started looking brighter.

Now i feel like i need you.


Things still aren't perfect but they're slowly getting better.

Pedestrians is another word for speed bumps.

Never doubt me.



You don't know me at all.

The latest

Torana

I used to love Samboy's chips.

I realised when I’m in my own comfort zone I’m childish and immature, I laugh like a little child over well absolutely anything even if it's not funny.
When in the real world I seem so serious.
If I don't have my friends and family around I wouldn't be myself.

Sometimes I just dance around the house singing laughing and being really loud and obnoxious, that’s just me, it’s what I like doing, it makes me happy, helps me forget my problems and reality.