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2010-12-01T17:23:00.003+11:00

life update

2010-12-01T17:12:00.002+11:00

Oh my god! I haven’t blogged in so long! I’m probably going to get the award of world’s worst blogger o.O
I should be keeping the world informed on all the problems that have been rocking my life for the past month or so..

*** WARNING!! ***
A long irrelevant ramble...

I’ll start on a good note! :D
Got my best friend back. He finally started talking to me again and we had a massive chat about everything and sorted out problems out, and now we chat all the time again :) I’ve missed him so much.
looking forward to hopefully hanging out with him soon.

Now for the bad stuff :(
Boys are still being arses.
School is STILL going! D: I swear it feels like it’s never going to end. I have two more days left though and it’s been the biggest struggle to get through this week as it is. At least all my exams are done and dusted.
Year 12 sounds like it’s going to be pretty full on. Hope I keep up.
Been having the worst mood swings lately for no reason at all, I just all of a sudden want to lash out at someone, but I keep in control.
I’m hoping to start meditation and yoga next year to help cope with all the stress of year 12 and everything and teach me how to clear my mind, because sometimes my thoughts are louder than the people talking to me.

Anyway that’s my ramble for the month, i have so much more interesting stuff i could talk about but honestly i don't think anyone reads this anyway.

Peace out.

2010-10-18T12:05:00.002+11:00

It’s the mother i have and the father i miss.

Had a dream about you last night.

Errr,

2010-10-15T20:15:00.002+11:00

Hurting so much.

Boys have no respect for girls.
They don't think about their actions.
They get massive heads and think they can do what the fuck they want, and you'll come running back to them.
I hope all boys aren't like this. And that there is some half decent guys out there that treat girls with respect.

Girl have no respect for each other.
They are the nastiest bitches.
Most girls thrive on backstabbing each other and don't think of anyone else but themselves.
They have no respect for themselves, going out and being dirty promiscuous whores.

Society is doomed with people like this.
These two types of people belong together, and shouldn't get other people involved.

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2010-10-15T20:06:00.002+11:00

No you can't do this to me again.
I knew it was to good to be true.
You would choose her over me, cause she's everything I'm not, and she'd put out like the slut she is.
You have to earn trust in me again, and this time i won't be so lenient.

So I guess it’s fuck what they say
I’m high as a bitch up, up and away
Man, I'll come down in a couple of days.

2010-10-13T20:45:00.002+11:00

Those jeans are so hot.
As for the shoes, ahhh amazing.

2010-10-13T20:36:00.001+11:00

Music is the only thing that's been getting me through lately.

Lyrics can be so powerful.

And things people say can be so hurtful.

Only bitches get stitches

2010-10-13T20:33:00.004+11:00

WOW!
These lyrics scream my life at the moment and all the bitching that's been going on at school lately.
I would like to dedicate this song to a few people...
Not mentioning names.

Backstabber (repeat 3x)

Bored, stoned, sitting in your basement
All alone, cause your little conversations
Got around, now look at what we all found out
(look at what we, look at what we all found out)

You have got a set of loose lips, twisting stories all because you're jealous
Now I know exactly what you're all about, (what you're all about)
And this is what you're all about..

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

(Talk Talk Talk talk talk talk)(2x)

I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my life,
From other bitches with all of your lies,
Wrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouth shut your mouth shut your fucking mouth

Honestly, I think its kinda funny that you waste your breath talking about me,
Got me feeling kinda special really (so this is what your all about)

Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
Kesha Backstabber lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/kesha-backstabber-lyrics.html
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Katie's just there ripping my style,
Damn, Jeanie why you gotta tell the secrets about my sex life?
All I ever did was drive your broke ass around,
Pick you up, take you out, when your car broke down

Backstabber (3x) (stabber)

Girl, your such a backstabber,(stabber)
Oh girl, your such a shit talker,
Everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber,
(taking and twisting it down your so manipulating .oh.)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it) talk, talk, talk,

Backstabber(3x)

(taking and twisting it down your so manipulating, oh)
Girl Talk talk
Your looking like a lunatic
Everybody knows it (everybody knows it) Everybody knows yeah
Your looking like a lunatic
And everybody knows yeah.. everybody knows

Backstabber(3x)

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Please don't hurt me.

2010-10-13T19:53:00.000+11:00

I want to waste my words on you.

2010-10-13T19:46:00.002+11:00

Things were going down hill for so long, even the person that was making my day was hurting me.
I was having a week of bad luck, some was out to get me.
Then i realised you may just be telling the truth and you may actually care for me.
And things started looking brighter.

Now i feel like i need you.

Things still aren't perfect but they're slowly getting better.

2010-10-05T14:39:00.000+11:00

2010-10-05T14:38:00.000+11:00

Pedestrians is another word for speed bumps.

2010-10-05T14:36:00.002+11:00

Never doubt me.

You don't know me at all.

The latest

2010-08-06T20:53:00.000+10:00

Torana

2010-08-06T20:48:00.001+10:00

I used to love Samboy's chips.

2010-08-06T20:47:00.001+10:00

I realised when I’m in my own comfort zone I’m childish and immature, I laugh like a little child over well absolutely anything even if it's not funny.
When in the real world I seem so serious.
If I don't have my friends and family around I wouldn't be myself.

2010-08-06T20:45:00.000+10:00

Sometimes I just dance around the house singing laughing and being really loud and obnoxious, that’s just me, it’s what I like doing, it makes me happy, helps me forget my problems and reality.

A lie?

2010-08-06T20:34:00.003+10:00

Honestly I believe I’ve been living in a lie for the last few months.
I started reading blogs and thought ‘wow this really looks fun’ and started gathering photos I liked and that made me smile, laugh, cry and that spoke true feelings without talking, they knew what I was feeling and expressed them the way I couldn’t. I started blogging these things as I was going through a ‘rough’ time.
Lately things are starting to look up, I’ve realised a few things, made peace with a few people, and decided life is too short to be unhappy all the time. People can be taken away so easily. And through all that I noticed i slowly stopped blogging, I just wasn’t interested anymore and every time I try to bring myself to blog I think, ‘I don’t even want to’ if it was going to be that fun then I wouldn’t have to make myself do it. And I think it’s because I don’t really enjoy what I blog about. The pictures and quotes and what not all appear so depressing and miserable, and that’s not me! That’s not my passion that’s not what I base my life on, that’s not what I enjoy doing.

So it’s taken me quite a while but I think I’ve finally worked out what my passion in life is… I’m infatuated by cars. Think what you want about it. But I enjoy everything about them. I love just sitting in cars, I love the sound, I love the mini adrenaline rush, I love the thought of driving my own ‘souped up’ car. If you are unaware of my dirty slang souped up means; an enhanced or increased appeal in power, performance, or intensity. ;D
I’ve had a love for cars since I was very little. I used to do some weird things like sit in mums car for hours in the driveway just pretending to drive it. When ever we went on holidays anywhere I would take my big bag of cars and car mats with me. Mum hated it.
These days when I see a car I like, I normally say what car it is and rattle off about it, even though I know people aren’t even interested or listening to me. And I get so excited about the silliest things in/about cars, such as moving side mirrors.
I can walk down the street and say what car drives past me just by quickly glancing at it, people are amazed by this. And with some cars I’m that good at knowing what it is I can tell what car it is before I see it. Or just by seeing a headlight or indicator. It’s actually pretty crazy. But it’s what I enjoy.
And I’ve decided I’m going to start posting more about cars, as it’s what I love.
My mother wonders where I get this fascination of cars from, no one in my family has ever been like it, and no one likes cars but me.
Although I don’t so much like old cars, we are always buying new ones doing them up and selling them again.

Anyway, finished rambling for now.
I’ve still been reading every ones blogs and I’ll still blog and share all the things I’ve been gathering lately, (plus I have to remove them all from my computer somehow) but I’m going to start blogging more about my passion (:

2010-07-05T18:00:00.000+10:00

Update

2010-07-05T17:54:00.003+10:00

So as you are all aware i haven't blogged in ages, sorry.
Lot has been going through my head, way too much for just me to handle.
Mum comes home on Thursday :D I'm so excited, I've missed her dearly. Went and brought a banner saying 'Welcome Home' the other day, and I'm going to blow up some balloons for their arrival (:

Anyway, I'll be back to my usual posting very soon.
I've still been reading every ones blogs though.
And I have so many picture to blog it's not even funny.

2010-06-26T19:22:00.003+10:00

She's getting niggly.
I knew this would happen.
When i think it's getting easier, it gets harder.

I need to stay strong.

2010-06-18T17:54:00.002+10:00

Facebook ruins my life!

This also ruins my life!

Gorgeous! i want a baby hippo.
Cuuuute.

It's slowly killing me

2010-06-17T18:01:00.004+10:00

I've always been extremely self conscious, some people don't notice it as much as others do.
I can be very comfortable around some people, and very uncomfortable around other people.
But as soon as i get home, in front of my own family, in my comfort zone, I'm almost like a whole new person.
So confident no one would ever believe i lack in it. Suffering from anxiety doesn't help with a lack of confidence.

My self consciousness is becoming more and more of a problem as life goes by.
I'm slipping away, into this hate, denial, negative mind, and i am breaking down now more then ever before.
Everything is slipping through my fingers, and i feel there isn't anything i can do about it.

This explains me so perfectly.

A lot of peoples personalities are made up from the people around them, their friends and family, their personalities that have rubbed off onto others. Everyone wishes they were different but the truth is we are all very much a like. Some people just show it more then others.

I'm tired.

2010-06-17T17:54:00.002+10:00

Tired of every dream and expectation i had when i was a kid falling to pieces before my eyes. I wish people had been honest with me. I wish they'd tell me to prepare myself for a life time of disappointment and heartbreak.
I wish someone would have warned me about you, so i didn't get sucked in and hurt once again, i wish you would realise your not the only one hurting and that you're hurting me!

Hurting

2010-06-17T17:33:00.002+10:00

I'm sick of hurting, and everyday you hurt me a bit more.

The breakdown

2010-06-13T20:10:00.003+10:00

I miss you so dearly.

This is so hard to believe after everything that has happened, how close we were but this is life and i have to move on.
I'm never going to get it the way i want.
I wish things could be different, but as the quote says' "there are things that cannot be", and you and me are one of them.

Or is it weird that i care too much.

2010-06-11T20:10:00.001+10:00

Continued

2010-06-11T19:55:00.004+10:00

I love Ministry of sound ♥

I dislike the pattern on the jumper but oh well it's warm.

Productive day

2010-06-11T17:22:00.004+10:00

So today has been quite a productive day,
considering i've had a headache all day :(
Normally when i have a headache i cannot function, i just go to bed and sleep it off, but today i had already planned to have the day off school and then woke up with a dreadful headache which i didn't want to let ruin my day.
So i managed to drag myself out of bed and freshened up.
I then waited for mother to come home. We all went to Kmart and Big W so i could buy the new Ministry Of Sound Cd's :)
I have decided that i am now going to start buying the Cd's rather then downloading the specific songs i like, which normally results in me downloading pretty much every song.
Anyway, we then went past the op-shops. I've never really liked op-shopping, i find it tacky and dirty i guess I would much rather buy my clothing brand new knowing no one else has already loved it.
But i went in and found this cute wollen jumper and it fitted great so i thought oh what the heck i'll just get it.
(I'll do a photo post on the Jumper and Cd's later)
I then got home and listened to a bit of my new Cd's and did my washing and then baked a cake (:
Oh so very productive for me..
Although I still have a headache :(

I'm trying to think and be more positive.
Especially after my break down i had from the last two very stressful weeks.

I ramble on too much!

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2010-06-09T21:44:00.002+10:00

I miss you

2010-06-09T21:36:00.004+10:00

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we care about the most leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss but theirs, for they left the only person who couldn't give up on them.

I wish you had your arms around me.

I wish you still talked to me.

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2010-06-08T19:06:00.000+10:00

I swear I've drunk enough for both of us tonight

2010-06-08T18:58:00.002+10:00

If karma doesn't knock you out soon, I will.

2010-06-03T17:47:00.000+10:00

2010-06-03T17:41:00.002+10:00

Sometimes it's easier to just let go

I need to

2010-06-03T17:24:00.004+10:00

This is how i need to start thinking, in a positive state of mind.
To help me brush off these feelings i hate.
To move on from you.
To be strong by myself again.

If i'm happy and cheerful people will want to be around me. And i will make people just as happy, by sharing my happiness with them.
If i'm happy i'm not sad, and i'm not thinking about why i'm sad and putting myself even further into this trap or guilt, sadness, worry and just plain un-happiness.

I miss you

2010-06-03T17:20:00.001+10:00

Dreamer

2010-06-03T12:51:00.002+10:00

Wouldn't we all love to be this pretty

And have amazing hair

And everything you wear suits you without trying to make it look good

And flawless skin.

"Quote"

2010-06-02T21:41:00.002+10:00

Wow! Just found the best quotes, by typing something accidental into google and started reading these quotes that relate so much to me right now.

"Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be."

"You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice."

"Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must."

I do love it when i'm in a shit mood and someone trys to cheer me up (:
Thank you for your wise words, if only i could think like that all the time.
Positive, positive, positive!

Exams

2010-05-30T20:12:00.003+10:00

Exams start this week ;s
Not exactly keen on them, i haven't studied all weekend which is bad and i'm most likely going to regret not doing so in the near future but i have had a busy weekend for once, and this is the first time this weekend that i have sat down to have some 'me time' and it's not as enjoyable as i would like it to be.

I wish i knew what your problems was and why you aren't takling anymore? It's hard..

2010-05-30T20:08:00.001+10:00

Yeah it's so easy to say it but not so easy to do it.

Please

2010-05-30T20:06:00.001+10:00

2010-05-30T19:46:00.002+10:00

Maybe it's just not my day today, maybe it will be my day tomorrow, maybe when you start talking to me again, maybe, just maybe.

This is how i'm feeling.
Not how i want to be.

This explains so much going on in my life at the moment.
There is someone who i wish would just talk to me and communicate about how they're feeling because believe it or not we could be feeling the same thing and have the same opinion.
Which would help this whole situation a lot more.
I just don't know how to let them know? and tell them that i still care, and don't want to lose them.

2010-05-30T19:40:00.001+10:00

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2010-05-18T21:31:00.001+10:00

I love this dress, it's gorgeous.

2010-05-18T21:25:00.002+10:00

The average person lies four times a day and the most common lie is "I'm fine"

I have been lying for the past week.

2010-05-18T21:08:00.002+10:00

Wow!
So i read this comment from a blog and thought how true it is and it made me realise i should be looking at life differently.

'What you think every day creates the world around you literally smallest example of this is your friends if you have trust issues you will have friends that break your trust if you share a lot of love and think a lot about love and happiness you will surrond yourself with those people without even relising it.
The energy force knows no difference between a negative thought and a positive thought hence why when you say i DONT want to forget this or i DONT want someone to cheat on me when you think it over and over you create that energy you picture exactly what you dont want and you see it happening.
This is why its suggested that you say i WANT to remember this or i DESERVE someone who will treat me right.
I think its a good way to look at it like when your having a shit day anything that can go wrong with and thats no body elses fault but your own but humans tend to believe life runs differently for each individual and the normal life behave should stop just for them so there life is easier'

That wasn't the whole thing but that was the part that made me think, i need to change!

2010-05-17T17:59:00.002+10:00

2010-05-17T17:19:00.002+10:00

How cute!
Where i'd like to be right now.

Occasionally I just like to sit down and watch life go by.

I really do wish people would mind there own business sometimes, seriously.
People clearly have nothing better to do in their lives then to pick on other people, I do find it amusing at times with some of the shit people come up with.
Imagine life if everybody minded there own business and didn't concern themselves or try and get caught up in what others are doing? It most likely wouldn’t work.
I say if you’re enjoying yourself and having fun then go ahead, fuck what people think.
Particularly if they have no idea of what’s going on and are just adding on to what they already don’t know.
This is for you my dear friend, Don't worry about what others think, as long as you're having fun nothing else matters, we can't always be happy and the times we are we should cherish. Stay strong.
Peace and Love!

Confident?

2010-05-15T20:59:00.003+10:00

I wish i was confident with myself.

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2010-05-13T22:58:00.002+10:00

I love this Jumper, would love one!

The skirt is gorgeous, unusual and not at all me.

I adore this singlet, I want one sooo bad!
Where can i get one?

These big long un-even shirts are lovely.
'And? what'

2010-05-13T22:40:00.001+10:00

You are just two people filling eachother's void for human attention and affection.
Dont trick yourself into believing it is much more then that, its impossible for it to be.

its impossible for it to be
its impossible for it to be
its impossible for it to be!!!
I've heard you say it once, almost broke me.

2010-05-13T22:37:00.000+10:00

Facebook groups

2010-05-11T18:12:00.003+10:00

A facebook group someone invited me to join...
'The 9 Safest Ways To Have Unprotected Sex'
Hahaha. Are you serious? is that even possible? Unprotected sex isn't really safe in any way.
Who bothers to make such stupid facebook groups like that anyway?
Some facebook groups are actually good and i look at them and think wow i thought i was the only one who did that ;o and realise there is like 15,000 other people who do it also. But some of the groups are just utterly stupid.
So now i'm just rambling on about shit.
Just had a fight with mum, i hate fighting :(

Oh look another facebook group i just found,
'I JUST LOVE GETTIN MESSY, THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT'
But wait, this one comes with a lovely photo ;s

I could find so many different groups that i hate if i just look for them but these ones are being sent to me... and i thought i'd share my thoughts on them. That is what blogging is about, isn't it? sharing thoughts?

Drinking, a no no?

2010-05-09T18:17:00.007+10:00

So i had a lovely conversation today with someone about Alcohol. And i realised someone else has the same opinion on it as i do. This is the first person i have ever known to agree with me and have the same opinion towards Alcohol. We both think teenagers and well just people in general drinking is very tacky and quite disgusting.
Seriously what's the point? Unlike most people we can go out and have just as much fun without getting absolutely trashed and wake up feeling fine in the morning and not regretting anything. Not having to worry about the police chasing after you, or running and hiding from them? i've seen this happen on many occasions and it just shows what lack of respect you have for yourself. Most people just do it to 'fit in' and cause they're friends are doing it, or because of peer pressure.
And he said to me "If you don't have to fall to the knees of the rest of society to fit in then you are better the the rest of the world" How true it that?
I'm not saying this to try and persuade you into believing what we do, i'm just getting my opinion out there. And i'd love to know what others opinions are on drinking.
I'm not totally against drinking and i'm not going to hate you or anything if you do drink i'm just saying what i feel, and it's just my opinion.

What's your opinion on underage drinking?

2010-04-21T19:36:00.002+10:00

'you're supposed to cry over cuts and stitches, not sluts and bitches'

Haha greaaat.
Look what the world is coming too, making facebook groups like this.

Really

2010-04-21T19:22:00.002+10:00

Well this is quite worrying.
So if it is okay, it's the end?

I hope not.

It's almost like, 'it's to good to be true'

Although it's a lovely quote (:

Napoleon Perdis

2010-04-19T20:41:00.003+10:00

So i got another Napoleon Perdis lipgloss again the other day.
It's actually the best, it's so glossy which is great when i want a gloss or for going out.
It's not sticky like lancome products and it stays on for ages, and the menthol or mint flavour in it is so strong. It has a burning sensations when you first put it on, and has such a lovely strong aroma. The only bad thing is the colour, it's very bright and orangey.
otherwise it's amazing!

New car

2010-04-19T20:11:00.003+10:00

So another new car arrived today.
It was in the drieway when i came home from school, so i took a few quick photos.

It's a Torana.

2010-04-19T19:29:00.001+10:00

2010-04-19T18:06:00.002+10:00

I need to get my shit together! Change needs to happen.
There are a few things I want to work on but am struggling to;
I'm choosing not to list them here as some of them may be strange or unusual to you, although they mean something to me.
I guess you could kind of call them goals?
Something I’m trying to work on. I just have to find the motivation again.

I get these great ideas and think 'yes! thats wonderful, i'll do that' and then by the next day i lose any motivation i had towards it. Although i still think it's a good idea. I think it's just laziness.

Ouch!

2010-04-19T18:05:00.000+10:00

I’m in a lot of pain, which is weird considering I don’t know what I have done to be aching like this.
Hopefully it will go soon.

A love song

2010-04-07T21:55:00.003+10:00

Its one thing to ask why we break up
Have you ever wondered why it is we fall in love
Can you tell me, do you know what it is you're looking for
What do we need, can you tell me why I care
How is it that we hear that voice that says i want you there

Thanks you've been fuel for thought
Now im more lonely than before
But thats okay i've just read and made another stupid love song

In a single moment you might be perfect
And sit in a window of my life
But how much how much more will I get to see?
What would i strive to hide
Now there will be no compromise
So take it in your stride
I will leave you now with a smile

Look into my eyes
Our's is no love sacrifice
For it has helped us to grow
And im sorry i know just how far i have to go alone

I watched you float away

2010-04-07T21:39:00.002+10:00

Ten million ways I've tried to get into heaven
But they always chase me out again
And god says I'm wasting my time
And he knows, I haven't got a lot of time

I get confused when i'm tired
but the last time i saw you
we were in a room
with sunshine in my eyes
and water on the floor
i watched you float away
take me with you

Broken pieces

2010-04-07T21:10:00.003+10:00

I feel like i've been blown apart
there are pieces here, i don't know where they go
Kiss me on me lips, i bet you feel a little crazy but for me
we'll be famous on tv.

Would it be my fault if i could turn you on?
would i be so bad if i could turn you on?
when i kiss your mouth i want to taste it
turn you upside down, don't wanna' waste it.

Upside down

2010-04-07T20:59:00.004+10:00

I finally found the reason why
Everything I feel inside
Feelings that I cannot hide
Tell me that its you
Got me acting kinda strange
Like I`m on a different plane
Never thought I could explain
But I know that it`s love

I finally found the reason why
Everything is upside down
My feet don`t even touch the ground

Fish pond

2010-04-07T20:31:00.003+10:00

This is the fish pond I was supposed to post about ages ago :
I finally got around to taking some photos of it.
nothing special but it was exciting.

The dog enjoys attempting to catch the fish, there’s no way he’s ever going to haha but it’s fun to watch (: it’s cute.
And he always falls in and squeals like a little girl.

Sorry.

2010-04-07T20:25:00.003+10:00

Unbelievably slack at posting..
mainly cause I haven’t had access to a computer lately, but there is no excuse.

opps!

2010-03-10T17:59:00.001+11:00

Okay, so I have been ridiculously slack with blogspot lately.
I was supposed to post some stuff ages ago but never did.
It would be so much easier if I had my own computer (laptop) just sayin’
Anyway, heaps has been happening, ups and downs.
In a pretty content mood at the moment, which is wonderful, I like being happy (:

Bought a Louis Vuittion clip the other day, it’s sweet, I don’t really like the colours but it’s Louis Vuittion and it’s going to my collection so I don’t care haha.

Loving the radio and juice at the moment, been drinking juice almost everyday, and I love how there’s always the newest songs or really old songs on the radio. They know exactly what songs to play, it’s great!

Time for more juice I think.

Valentines day!

2010-02-17T20:00:00.005+11:00

When i got home from work on sunday (Valentines day)

I had a chocolate rose waiting for me (:
although it wasn't from my valentine, it was still good.

(L)

Stay tuned!

2010-02-16T21:22:00.005+11:00

Posting about the new fish very soon :)
so stay tuned!

Haha! i've been very busy, and the cord to connect my phone to the computer is missing so i can't get the photos :(
but when i find it i will post about the new fish pond, and my Louis Vuitton collection.

2010-02-11T19:47:00.004+11:00

The sun rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you've left behind

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Isn't it strange how love can be the happiest thing ever, but also cause the most pain? and yet, everyone keeps searching for it.

'Labels'

2010-02-09T20:53:00.001+11:00

I hate people labeling each other.
I believe labels are for cans of food not people.
The people who do it are all the same, stereotypical hypocrites.
People call them selves ‘emo’ or ‘scene’ its stupid, you’re a human being, you don’t need to be stereotyped to fit in.

Be unique!

I hate to be hypocritical

Butterflies go right through me

2010-02-05T21:56:00.004+11:00

I’m a real big fan of yours, but I’m quite the joke to you.

I am running out of words to say to you,
wondering why I'm wasting my time

I love the way you make me feel (:

2010-02-05T21:36:00.003+11:00

I could tell you that I won’t hurt you this time
but it’s just safer to keep you in this heart of mine

2010-02-05T21:20:00.001+11:00

My horoscope for today,

Try to move out somewhat today -- you've got to take action soon. It's one of those days when you're at your best in constant motion, so make sure you're as busy as you can possibly be.

I never ever read my horoscope, this is a first!
And it was surprisingly odd on how accurate it sounded, I could relate to it, as I have been keeping myself busy all day, and so far I haven’t been bored.
When I came home from school I was motivated enough to do some homework which it very unlike me but it kept me busy.
There's just one problem about this, i'm not moving out anytime soon? haha.

School.

2010-02-05T19:50:00.005+11:00

Okay so I haven't posted in ages, sorry.

A lot has been happening lately, work and started back at school this week.
Things are going good there, new school is different but I’m enjoying it I guess.
I feel more mature over there, and it's much better without the younger kids around.
Although this year seems so much more demanding, serious and full on, and the teachers are much stricter.
But hopefully it will with a bit of luck be a very good and productive year (:

2010-01-27T17:16:00.001+11:00

And I could let you slip away so easily, without a second glance
why can't I realise I'm fighting for my life?

'It's not'

2010-01-27T17:13:00.002+11:00

"It's not about winning, or being superior.
It's not about being the best, or about beating someone else"

Louis Vuitton!

2010-01-26T18:02:00.005+11:00

My aunty sent me one of her old bags that i fell in love with when i was last visting her.
It's Louis Vuitton :)

My Loui collection is coming along nicely.
I might post some photo's soon of all my Loui items.

This is the massive bag my Aunty Jenny sent me

My many bargains!

2010-01-24T19:02:00.012+11:00

I installed my phone/camera onto the computer last night, so now I have a camera again :D
and considering I have been promising to post the things I bought in Melbourne the other day, I now have no excuse for not having photo’s, so here they are.
Oh and a few things I got from Albury last time I was there.

From Melbourne:

Floral top

Belt, was only $5 dollars
marked down from $16.95, what a bargain!

Another belt

Whilst running around Melbourne, I found this shoe shop that I love to shop at whenever I go to Adelaide, and they have great prices and the shoes are good.
So I got two pairs for $25, much better then $16 by them selves. And I already have a gold pair and I thought why not get another there so good.

Heels
I’ve been looking for some plain black heels for ages, I saw them once and was like oh gosh I want them, they’d be great for going out.
Everyone just seems to wear heels here, but because my legs are quite long, I’m told ‘I don’t need heels’ and I’m already tall enough, so I had been looking for some with a small heel, that won’t make me a giant.
And well here they are, mum found them for me, I haven’t worn them yet, I’m a bit scared haha.

From Albury:

Plain Black high-waist skirt.

Wet look, Bandeau
to wear with those loooong tops.

Dress.
It was a hard choice this one, I wanted a different one that I could wear to parties, but mum said it was a bit, ‘slutty’ and this one was less… well ‘slutty’ and that I could wear it to dinner and stuff as well as parties.

This is just a close up of the dress.
Cause I like this part (:

Sick, again!

2010-01-21T19:00:00.002+11:00

So I didn't get around to posting pictures today of what I bought in Melbourne the other day :( sorry.
I've been extremely sick today, and I have a party to go to tonight.
But hopefully it should still be okay though, and I don't feel as dead as I have been feeling.
Woke up bright and early this morning to go berry picking, we went all the way out to Stanley and the place was shut, I was so angry.

What's everyone doing tonight?

Challenge

2010-01-20T23:01:00.004+11:00

Why do people always contradict each other?

Melbourne.

2010-01-20T21:47:00.004+11:00

So I went to Melbourne with mum yesterday. I love it there.
Had a lovely day, lots of entertaining people there haha, there are quite a few funny stories from our day.
We went on a small adventure to Chadstone shopping centre, when we finally got there it was great, bought a few things, but I’ll post about them tomorrow, hopefully.
Went to the "louis Vuitton' shop there :) i just a slight obsession haha. i walked in there with a Loui bag and they all just looked at me haha, but they were much nicer then they are in the shop on collin street (in the CBD)
Spent hours waiting for the train to come to go home, in the end it had a broken engine and we all got put on buses ;s
There was 7 buses! Haha, quite a lot of people, we weren’t impressed.
Anyway it was a great day had by all (:

I really needed it.

'Brand new'

2010-01-15T21:10:00.001+11:00

So i've decided a new year for me means a new state of mind, and new start.
I want to try and post a blog at least once a week on here.
I've been lacking motivation but i will try my hardest to blog more frequently.

I deleted everything, i'm starting again!

Undefined

life update

Errr,

Only bitches get stitches

The latest

A lie?

Update

It's slowly killing me

I'm tired.

Hurting

The breakdown

*Continued*

Productive day

I miss you

I need to

I miss you

Dreamer

"Quote"

Exams

Please

Confident?

Facebook groups

Drinking, a no no?

Really

Napoleon Perdis

New car

Ouch!

A love song

I watched you float away

Broken pieces

Upside down

Fish pond

Sorry.

opps!

Valentines day!

Stay tuned!

'Labels'

Butterflies go right through me

School.

'It's not'

Louis Vuitton!

My many bargains!

Sick, again!

Challenge

Melbourne.

'Brand new'

Continued